Thursday, December 30, 2004

the day my hair got zapped

everything's not lost...

everything's not lost...

it's just my damn hair...

my damn hair that was zapped this afternoon..

culprit: my mom...

i was having a nice time... "showing off" my hair (for the first time) on the net... wahaha.. mahaba na kasi sya ehh... kaya un... Carmina saw it.. Siops also saw it.. pero guys, hehe kaya ako nagwebcam kanina kasi i know it will be the last glimpse of my freakin' long hair...

right.. LAST...

haha bago ko pa naman napahaba yun lol....... (anyway, kung hindi ko lang mahal ang mommy ko....)

anyway, i can deal with this.. haha konting kulong lang sa kwarto and lotsa loud music.. ayos na! hahahhahaha.. hmm.. parang nagugustuhan ko na ung hairdo ko ngayon.. hHAHAA aight!! i'll just be cool with it.. NO BIG DEAL... tutubo rin naman ulit to... HAHAHA..hehe..... yeah right........

diba? it's a small thing to whine about.... naputol lang ung buhok mo.. so what... yeahh.. so what....

sorry ha.. masyado na ata akong nagiging self-centered... there are lots of things na kailangan kong problemahin.. and it's not practical to include my hair... kaya... ngayon... at this moment... tanggap ko na na short hair na uli ako.. WHO CARES BY THE WAY... lolllll laugh trip nanaman to.. hahaha...

so, bye long hair



hola, short hair :)





nga pala, let's pray for the victims of the killer tsunami...... hhayy....

deliverance

no longer a slave
running away in circles
coz i've been found
by this gentleman who flew me up higher.


IM NO LONGER A SLAVE.

hindi na ko magpapaalipin sa internet!! i'm planning to ban myself from using the PC... i wan't to go outside my room.... i want to breathe again! haha sobra na to... ayoko na.. sasusunod na lang ulit.. salamat at paalam.

Get out of my head

Get out of my soul

Get out of my dreams

Get out of my life

Get out! Get out! Get out!

No longer a slave

Running away in circles

cozI've been found

By this gentleman

That flew me up high

deliverance
kitchie nadal


63 missed calls

nothing extra ordinary happened today..

i woke up on the same bed, same time, same mood.. haha.. i imediately got my guitar and tried to figure out the tabs for Neon (Spongecola) Karl has given me the previous night. I've figured out some of the tabs and hopefully, matutugtog ko na sya ng buo. Want to hear the intro? Listen here. Yan lang narecord ko.

after that, i ate my breakfast, took a bath.. yeahh.. all the things normal human beings do.. and then, i watched some tv.. of course, national geographic.. pero wala atang snake wranglers and crocodile chronicles ngayon.. haha..

basically, I've spent hours doing my "things" in my pc...(as always).. ohhh and by the way! have you seen my newly adopted fetuses??? hahaha... pasaway no.. kuha din kayo.. so cool.. I've named mine Siops I and Siops II.. haha more to come!

well, it's 12.24 am already.. and after this entry, i'll go to bed and get some sleep..

so, g'night..(am)

hahah Migi!!! darn you... 63 missed calls.. hahahha.. omg..

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

survey

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done
- manood ng concert ng incubus at LP..

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions and
will you make more for next year?
- i don't make resolutions... i don't want to be disappointed.. haha

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- hmm.. wala..

4. Did anyone close to you die?
- no.

5. What countries did you visit?
- Pilipinas.san pa.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you
lacked in 2004?
- tapang..fortitude.. haha "grace under pressure"

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched
upon your memory, and why?
- 03.12.04 & 07.30.04

8. What was your biggest achievement of the
year?
- nakakasurvive pa rin sa high school. haha

9. What was your biggest failure?
- hmmm.. natalo kami sa division meet.

10. Did you suffer an illness or injury?
- yeah.. "internal bleeding" lol

11. What was the best thing you bought?
- ticket sa concert ng incu

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- idunno.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and
depressed?
- idunno.

14. Where did most of your money go?
- cds.cds.cds.books.pulp.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited
about?
- ung concert ng incubus and LP.. ung muziklaban.. mass dance.. darn.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
stellar-incubus

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
happier.

18. What do you wish you'd done more
- i wish i drank more h2o..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- yeah... surfing the net..

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- here in our house.. no noise.. just me and my family.

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
- yeah.

22. How many one-night stands?
- none.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
- NGC: snake wranglers and crocodile chronicles and uhh.. wild boys.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't
hate this time last year?
- uhmm.. wala naman.

25. What was the best book you read?
- da vinci code

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- sponge cola.mayonnaise. pinoy bands.. mas astig sila.. kesa sa mga foreign.. support them.

27. What do you want to get?
- enough sleep.

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
- mona lisa smile & ella enchanted.

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how
old were you?
- pizza @ skul.. rest @ home. im 15.

30. What one thing would have made your year
immeasurably more satisfying?
- kung nasa front row seat ako nung incubus concert...

31. How would you describe your personal
fashion concept in 2004
- "what you see is what you get.. and more"

32. What kept you sane?
- tama.. music.. family and friends. GOD.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy
the most?
- robert shwartzman.

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
- FPJ running for president.

35. Who do you miss?
- my bestfriend.

36. Who was the best new person you met?
- hmmm...

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in
2004:
- NEVER lose hope.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up ur year:
-

Kwentuhan
Sugarfree

Kanina pa tayo magkasama umaga na pala
Maya-maya lang ay may araw na
Kahit tayo’y pagod buong mundo ay tulog
Ikaw at ako dere-deretso lang na walang pakialam

Kwentuhan lang wala namang masama
Puro usap lang ibaon mo na sa limot ang lungkot

Tatawa tayo sabay seryoso unti-unti kang nakikilala
Ang sarap-sarap mo palang kasama
Dati kasi tahimik ka lang palagi ngunit ngayong gabi
Parang kay rami-rami mo nang sinabi

Kwentuhan lang wala namang masama
Puro usap lang dahil gusto kitang makilala.,, makasama.,,makasama.,,makasama.,,makasama…,,,

Umaga na tulog ka na ang himbing mong
Managinip ang sarap-sarap mong umidlip
Uwi na kaya ako o dito muna siguro
Samahan kita dahil parang ayaw mong mag-isa

Samahan ka, wala namang masama
Samahan ka hanggang lungkot ko’y makatulog din

needless to say

HAHA...

i was terrible last night.. ano ba yung sinabi ko.. anyway, im ok now.. natatawa na lang ako sa nangyari kagabi.. haha.. this is camille your "emo-ness".. sometimes is hits you right in the heart.. ewan... anyway.. this post is about my new layout..

"bye mr. snowman, hello bleeding heart.."

i'll bleed for you.. uhhmm... matagal nang nasa isip ko tong mga salitang to.. idunno... it striked a string in me.. then lagi pang nasa lyrics ng kanta yang sentence na yan... hindi lang isang song ang napakinggan kong may sinabing ganyan.. " i'll bleed for you".. well anyway, not that i'm bleeding inside (im 99.8% ok and "happy"), i just want to express myself.. well yeah, this is a part of me.. a part of me digs that picture(the bleeding heart), a part of me likes black and red.. and so on.. all you see in this blog is ME...

weird noh? siguro natatawa na yung iba dyan kasi sasabihin nila na "Hello?! Blog lang yan..".. yeah blog nga lang to pero importante sakin to.. parang outlet na rin to ng sarili ko.. ganun eh.. diba pag importante sayo ang isang bagay pinapahalagahan mo yun.. pero the day that i made this blog, hinanda ko na rin ang sarili ko na mawawala din to... i cannot attach myself to material things or maybe cyber things like this.. wala naman kasing permanenteng bagay sa mundo.. meron pala.... iyon ay pagbabago... "the only constant thing in life is change"..

well yun... ginawa ko nga lang pala yung background sa MS paint... lahat yan from MS paint.. maliban na lang yung picture ng "bleeding heart".. kung gusto nyo malaman yung source ko, tanong nyo na lang sakin..

the more we learn, the more we don't understand


Monday, December 27, 2004

hayy.. walang kwentang araw..

walang kwenta.. pero ang dami ko namang narealize ngayong araw na to... hayyy...

bakit nga ba ang pinopost lang sa mga blog eh ung mga "magagandang bagay" na nangyayari sayo.. bakit hindi tayo magpakatotoo sa mga sinasabi natin dito sa blog na to... ewan.. ko... naisip ko lang.. kasi ganun ako ehh...

hayyy... ewan...

hanggang dito na lang..

gandang gabi..

salamat nga pala sa mga bumabasa ng blog ko..

Saturday, December 25, 2004

mr. frog is under my bed

darn.. may palaka sa kwarto ko...

kanina lang andito sya sa ilalim ng pc ko.. ngayon nasa ilalim na sya ng kama ko..

intay ko pa daddy ko para tanggalin toh...

mr. frog, could you please get out of my way!

hayy.. hanga na talaga ako sa mga tao sa discovery channel... kung alligator nahahawakan nila, FROG pa kaya...

sus..

g'night..

ang cd player

so here i am again.. exposing some shots.. wala lang..



subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na

Jeepney
Spongecola


lumuluha ka ng nag-iisa, nakadungaw sa buwan
lumilipad ang isip mo, nakasabit sa ulap.

Bakit pt. 2
Mayonnaise


hayy.. ang sarap ng pakiramdam.. haha.. ganito lagi ang pasko ko.. Dec 25, dito lang sa bahay kasama ng mummy ko.. antahimik... haha wala kasi mga lil sis ko and daddy ko.. haha... hhayy...

hapon na, pero parang umaga pa rin..


salamat

oh my.. it's Christmas morning.. Happy Chritmas to you (yeah.... the one who decided to waste his time reading this.thanks.ü)

so basically, my mind isn't organized to put the thingsssss that had happened yesterday.. hmm... my mind is NEVER organized anyway.. hehe.. but to get the ball rolling and to make sense of having a blog here's my "story"

we went to Alabang yesterday for out last minute shopping. I was with my mum and my tita. So I can say it's a girls trip. First stop: SM southmall. We went there because my tita wanted to buy a new cellphone. the rest is history.. haha oh and i bought a very cool t-shirt in artwork* (i always go to this shop whenever i go to the mall). then after that, we decided to go to atc.. that's when the real shopping begun. First, we went to the body shop to purchase some gifts.. uhmm.. we didn't have cash in hand.. haha my mum and my tita are just using their credit card (hati sila dun) hahaha is it right to tell this things? anyway.. after that, uhmm where did we go?... yeah! we went inside the mall! HAHAHAHAHA the body shop was outside so we better go inside... oh damn... may sense ba to? lol i bought some cds (un na christmas gift ko). *drum rolls* i bought a copy of Sponge Cola's and Mayonnaise' album. Siops told me to buy these cds. astig nga eh.. eh kasi yung nagsabing bilhin ko to astig din. HAHA so un.. we stopped for a while and bought some food.. idunno kung san kami dinala ni mama.. pero the food rocks!! omg.. anyway, after that, we went to Rustans... dun talaga kami nagtagal.. haha my tita bought a perfume (regalo daw nya sa sarili nya) and my mum some make-ups.. ang bait nung sales lady.. haha suki na kasi si mama dun eh! kaya un.. tawa lang sila ng tawa.. hahah ako nakitawa na rin lang.. eh wala naman akong hilig sa mga ganun eh.. haha tapos free make-over pa! haha astig talaga ung sales lady na un (eto ha ipplug ko, pag pumunta kayo ng Rustans, sabihin nyo sa mga mummy nyo, sa Chanel na bumili ng make-up nila.. astig pa sales lady dun.. maricar pangalan!BWAHAHAHA). and then, hayy... habang nagpapamake-over yung tita ko, my mum and i took a walk.... and *poof* nakakita mummy ko ng product concerning my skin enemy: pimples!!! ohhh....... man... things like these embarass me.. pero ayos lang.. it's for my own good.. haha so un, may treatment bla bla.. so dinala nila ko sa treatment room nila.. actually, ayos ung room na un.. para na ring sa facial center.. haha "feel at home" so un.. i'll be back there often siguro... ayos lang.. sa mall kasi eh.. haha and i wanted to do good things to myself naman... haha my mum told me "yan kasi.. ang tigas tigas ng ulo eh.." haha eh anong magagawa ko, nakuha ko naman ung pimples na to from her (hereditary)!!!!!!!! omg......... HAHAHA no big deal!!!! anyway, haha.. omg.. i saw kc montero and geneva cruz.. wala lang.. my tita and my mum was star strucked.. and ako rin.. hahaa damn.. kc's so cute.. \m/

hey... will i stop telling nonsense?

anyway, haha after nun.. umuwi na rin kami SA WAKAS.. hay.. hindi ko agad na play ung mga cds ko.. sira kasi ung cd player sa sasakyan ehh.. so i have to wait a couple of minutes bago ko masilayan ang musika ng mga bandang to.. haha .. to cut the story short, we spend our christmas with my lolo and lola.. and with my cousins as well.. ASTIG! we attended the mass in carmel at 10pm... and then un... details are mine na lang..

maybe not... i'll keep on rollin' stuffs.. haha

dumating kami dito sa bahay at around 12.30.. almost 1am i think.. haha ayun, may laman na yung medyas ko pagdating ko dito.. chocolates nanaman... haha (salamat papa) and after cheking my "butas" na christmas socks, i went directly infront of my pc... went OL para tingnan kung naabutan ko pa si siops! haha eh wala na sya.. so afk muna ako and fixed myself.. sa mga bumati nga pala ng merry christmas, salamat.. hehe..daming offline messages eh puro christmas greetings.. and then un.. siops texted me.. and then maya maya OL na sya, nakalusot daw.. hahaha so we've chatted till around 2:15 ata..

siops never fails to put a smile on my face.. happy christmas siops..

so it ends here.

i told ya, my mind is never organized.. so pasensya na.. kung may bumasa man nito, salamat sayo :)

thank you sa lahat... daming nagtext... daming bumati... salamat sa inyo.. it's christmas once again.. and this is my 15th year celebrating Jesus' Birthday... hindi pa rin nagbabago yung tuwa na nararamdaman whenever this day arrives.. sana kayo rin.. :)

happy christmas..

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

BAKIT Part 2



lumuha kang nag-iisa
nakadungaw sa buwan
lumilipad ang isip mo
nakasabit sa ulap

ngunit bakit pinilit kung ayaw kong masaktan

sinabi ko sa kanya
na di pa rin nililikha
katulad ko parang timang
na hindi pa rin maintindihan

malayo ang pagtitig mo
dala ng hangin
akala ko ay pwede pang umasa sayo

ngunit bakit pinilit kung ayaw kong masaktan

sinabi ko sa kanya
na hindi pa rin nililikha
katulad ko parang timang
na hindi pa rin maintindihan

bakit ba kailangan
bakit nararamdaman

bakit pa kung wala ka na
ako'y tulog(?)

sinabi ko sa kanya
na di parin nililikha
katulad ko parang timang
na hindi pa rin maintindihan

Bakit Part 2 (Acoustic)
Mayonnaise


ito na yung sequel ng Bakit Part 1 (kaya nga part 2 eh). hindi ako sigurado sa mga lyrics.. pinakinggan ko lang kasi yan..

makakadownload kayo ng mga mp3 ng Mayonnaise dito. Kailangan nyo lang mag-sign-up.. Madali lang yun.. kaya GO! Get this mp3!

A tagalog love song about hate

BAKIT Part 1



bakit pa kailangan kitang samahan
hindi ba pwedeng hindi na lang sumama
bakit pa kailangan
bakit nararamdaman
bakit tinatamaan
at bakit nasasaktan

hindi ka ba nagsasawag kausap ko
pagod na ako sayo
bakit pa kailangan
bakit nararamdaman
bakit tinatamaan
at bakit nasasaktan?

bakit ba
bakit pa?
ayoko na

bakit pa kailangan
bakit nararamdaman
bakit tinatamaan
at bakit nasasaktan??????????????????

Bakit Part 1 (Demo)

Mayonnaise

BAKIT?? PURO BAKIT!! LOL

seryoso.. ganda nito.. DL NA KAYO LOL

sabi nga ni AlbertO(HAHA peace siops!lol), "tangkilikin ang tugtugang pinoy"

bakit?
eh kasi sariling atin yan..

bakit?
kasi pinoy tayo.

bakit?
kasi... ang mga tatay at nanay natin ay pinoy.

bakit?
kasi.. dito sila sa Pilipinas nakatira.

bakit?
kasi wala na silang matirhang iba.

bakit?
kasi mahirap ang buhay ngayon.

bakit?
kasi kasalanan din yun ng mga Pilipino.

bakit?
kasi kung sa music industry pag-uusapan, mas tinatangkilik pa ng iba dyan ung banyaga tapos ung sa mga local records, wala na ngang bumibili, pinipirata pa.. tama ba naman yun? (pero nabili ang tatay ko ng pirated ehh HAHAHA) crap.. HAHA tapos tulad nyan, sa halip na bumili, eh nagDDL na lang sa internet LOL ouch..

bakit?
kasi mura daw... (sus... 250php na nga lang ang original na local record)

bakit?
amp.. ayoko na..

bakit?
wtf

note: yung acoustic iDL nyo.. kakatapos ko lang iDL.. astig.. post ko na lang lyrics mamaya..

salamat nga pala kay karl, sya nagpaDL saken nito hahaha rak on!


animalisticsensationwhatever

WATCHING TOO MUCH NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC BRINGS OUT THE ANIMAL IN ME!

hahahaha just kidding..

whoa... i've spent the afternoon yesterday watching some stuffs from NGC.. about snakes, crocodiles... and MORE.. i've always enjoyed watching those things.. animal instinct, how they catch their prey, how do they defend themselves... all of these leads to one goal--->TO SURVIVE.. survivial of the fittest huh? I can only imagine myself out there in Africa dealing with those animals.. wow.. how i wish i could spend a day with snakes,crocodiles (all those animals i see in NGC!!!) hahaha take note, isang araw lang..

so to share things that remained in my brain cells:

why do snakes stick their tongues out? haha ahuh like this :P

Snakes stick their tongues out to sense whether they're dealing with a friend, a prey or a predator. It acts like a nose(well, that's what they said "nose" but basically it's a tongue. whatever lol). so from sticking out their tongues, they gather particles from the area and then draws it back inside.. these particles are then examined in this particular gland snakes have (i forgot the name of that "particular gland"). and that's it.. The reason why the hell they're always doing this: :p HAHAHA did i make sense at all??? oh well.. it's for your brain cells to handle this crap :P

can you imagine if humans were made to stick their tongues as well??? HAHAHA that would suck BIG TIME but then again... suckers RULE... so it's ok.. i can imagine people at food chains sticking their tongues out (outside then inside then outside then inside LOL).. haha just like a snake... oh well..

by the way.. Today's December 22. Pepe's & Bugs' Birthday..

Monday, December 20, 2004

yellow



Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

Yellow
Coldplay

lyrics @ lyricsspot.com

the stick insect hunter

curious?

it's a portion of Pulp Magazine. It got my attention. Actually, it was just his morning that i 'read' the content of the mag (100% concious state while reading it) get it? I was browsing the pages of the mag and i decided to check out the back page.. poof! here it is The Stick Insect Hunter. What caught my attention was the photo of a person showing off his ass... as if it is pleasant in the eye but excuse me.. it isn't.. here's the pic:



oooohhh well... im sorry for disturbing you ( yes!! you! the one reading this crap) with that freakin' pic.. but actually... i mean it :P

" everything has its reason.." right? good thing Mr. Stick Insect Hunter has one in store for us..

" It all started when I got into the habit of taking pictures of my ass at the end of a great party just to check if I partied my ass off already or if it is still there. I also tattooed my logo on my ass to make sure it's really my ass I am hauling home."

haha very well said mr. S.I.H.. btw, here's the logo he's talking about:



soo.... that's it.. nonsense aight? but for the sake of saving myself from boredom... i've done this crap..

and for the sake of copyright (magazines are protected of copyright, right? hahaha i don't wanna spent my christmas in jail just because of this crap.. SO guys, i've got this stuff (the photos and quotes) from Pulp Magazine issue #50 October 2004

*bow*

Sunday, December 19, 2004

brown out sa isip ko



maya maya lang ay may ilaw na
pero sana malaman mo
magkailaw man madilim pa rin

kung wala ka...

Kandila
Sugarfree

Ang ganda ng kanta. Pano kaya nakakagawa ng ganitong kagandang kanta ang bandang to. Yung lyrics saktong sakto sa mood ko ngayon. ewan. basta yang kantang yan para sa taong hindi ko pa nakikilala.. san ka na kaya?

darn. eto ba epekto ng panonood ng tv? haha may napanood kasi ako kahapon. such a great movie.. about life, love. about taking risks in life.. not playing it safe.. kasi sa buhay ang dami mo dapat iexplore.. kung playing safe ka, you wouldn't feel the real sense of living and fighting for your own stand.. playing safe.. like me. hhay idunno.. there are just somethings in life that i can't handle.. i was once told na im so dependent.. na hindi ko daw kayang dalhin yung sarili ko.. well. that's true.. and i wan't to change that. i want to be independent! hehe! a challange for me..

.................................................................................

ser·en·dip·i·ty
n


gift for discovery: a natural gift for making useful discoveries by accident

[Mid-18th century (but rare before the 20th century). From The Three Princes of Serendip , a Persian story about three princes who had this ability; Serendip is supposedly a former name of Sri Lanka.]

-ser·en·dip·i·tous, adj
-ser·en·dip·i·tous·ly, adv

Extended senses:
The phrase serendipitous discovery, which is often seen, manages to suggest that serendipity is nothing other than good luck. However, the idea of a discovery is necessary to the word, and serendipity and serendipitous are nonstandard in senses unrelated to making happy discoveries by chance.

Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2004. © 1993-2003 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

do you believe in such? making happy discoveries by chance? by accident? by coincidence?

but there's no coincidence.. everything is planned..

there is no accident.. everything happens for a reason..

nevertheless,

I BELIEVE IN SERENDIPITY.

:) hhayy..

anyway, can't stop thinking about Pepe's cds.. where are they?
hhay.. pasensya na sa abala..




Saturday, December 18, 2004

martir



kailan ka ba muling darating?
malapit nanamang magtakip silim

kahit na ilang ulit mo pa akong saktan
basta't sa susunod di mo na ako iiwan

tama bang umasa't humiling?
marami pa akong dapat sisihin

Martir
Sugarfree

art?

Friday, December 17, 2004

i will kill you

i feel so bad............. naiinis ako..... kung bakit ba naman naulit nanaman to......

pagnawala nanaman ung mga cds na yun.. ewan ko lang......

:'(

nakakainis talaga...............

Thursday, December 16, 2004

SA WAKAS




sa wakas sa wakas sa wakas

natapos din ang exams namin.. ang tatlong araw ng pagpupuyat ay nabigyan na ng konklusyon!! at bukas pagkagising ko, iba na! iba na! iba na! christmas party na.. ang pinakahihintay ko ngayong linggong ito..

uhmm.. magkukuwento ako.. pasensya na..

mga pangyayari sa school:

-kumuha ng exams Filipino and Math

at matapos nun kagulo na sa classroom.. syempre tapos na paghihirap.. sabi nga ni Aaron, parang dumaan muna kami sa butas ng karayom bago makapagenjoy.. tama naman sya.. lol "edi ikaw na nga ang tama"..bago muna pala magkagulo eh nagmeeting muna kami para sa christmas party bukas.. lol buti nalang kami magkakagroup nina Aaron at Yvonne.. By birthday kasi ang groupings para sa iaasign na food.. pare-pareho kaming month of July.. 12 ako.. 15 si aaron.. 19 naman si yvonne.. hahaha

nagpunta kami ng Robinson after ng meeting na un para bumili ng mga ingredients para sa refrigerated cake na gagawin namin(un ang dadalhin namin bukas sa party lol) tapos bumalik ulit kami ng school kasi nakalimutan kong kumuha ng missed seatwork.. buti na lang mabait ang teacher namin.. sabi nya next year na lang daw ako kumuha.. LOL paalis na sana kami, pero napadaan kami sa Old Gym kung san naganap ung Animo Teen Idol hahaa parang SCQ.. edi un.. kantahan ung mga contestants.. nood naman kami..

then..

nagbiyahe kami papunta samin kasi hindi kami masusundo ni mama.. haha nagtricycle kami.. buti na lang nagkasya kaming tatlo dun sa tricycle... napagod kami sa byaheng un! sikip kasi.. para kaming sardinas.. lolz

at eto na nga, dumating na kami sa bahay namin... pahinga muna kami ng konti bago namin sinimulan ung paggawa ng refrigerated cake.. tos un.. gumawa na kami.. lol saya nga eh.. basta ang saya ko ngayong araw na to.. haha tapos nung habang kumakain sina yvonne at aaron, nakapatay ng daga si ate aning (kasambahay namin)! yupp.. daga... HAHHA may daga sa bahay namin... kawawa naman ung daga... haha edi un nga.. diring diri sina aaron at yvonne HAHAHA sus, parang ngayon lang nakakita ng daga.. lolzz

after nun!! natapos na kami sa ginagawa namin! punta na kami sa kwarto ko.. internet kami.. and sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, naisipan naming gawing studio itong kwarto ko.. studio for photo shooting.. hahaha.. ipinost ko na lang dito sa munti kong blog ung mga pictures na un..

masaya ako... masaya nga ba? :)

bukas na malaking event.. bukas na rin magpapaalam sa mga classmates at sa isang taon na ulit magkikita kita.. hhayy... malungkot din..

onga pala.. nakakainis.. binigyan na kami ng letter tungkol sa JS Promnade... aattend ba ako o hindi? ewan ko.. kung may band siguro.. hehe..

bahala na..

TS night nga pala ngayon.. Parokya ni Edgar and Moonstar88 asa sentrum mamaya.. Yung manonood dyan, ingat ingat na lang.. baka mapasobra ang slamman nyo.. lol

wakas.

litrato I


huwaaaa Yvonne, Aaron, Chelsea(my lil sis) and me.. hmm.. bawal daw kasi ang 3persons sa isang shot.. hehe. kaya singit ung kaptid ko! hahaha ndi naman.. ü
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

litrato II


eto kami.. nag-aabang sa taas.. si aaron lang nakatingin sa baba.. lolz
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

litrato III


hmmm... parang family picture noh? si Aaron ang tatay, si Yvonne ang nanay, si Eyang(kapatid ko un lol) ang anak, ako naman ang lola..
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

litrato IV


seryoso kami
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

F for friends


my best friends Aaron and Yvonna! hahahaha nu ba yan.. daya.. hindi ako kasali.. lol
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

last days


3 subjects down! 5 more to go!! lol countdown for the examination hell days..
.:. regret me, dont forget me .:.

ang pagbabalik

LOL

haha.. eto nanaman ako at nagbabalik.. hindi talaga maiwasang hindi makapagOL eh.. hindi pa rin ako tapos mag-aral. lol chemistry pa and computer.. anyway, im not here to discuss things about those 2 freakin' subjects.. anyway, wala nanamang written exams sa 2 subjects na yan this coming 4th quarter.. all on applications na.. sa chemistry ung investigatory project (ung amin "egg shell as substitute for CaCO3 in toothpaste making haha! diba Aaron? lolz) and sa computer naman i think programming.. hehehe.. kakasabi ko lang na "im not here to discuss things about those 2 freakin' subjects" pero diniscuss ko pa rin.. so? i know, it's so korni.. hehe.. *L on my forehead* lolz

miss ko na mga classmates ko.. ewan ko kung bakit.. siguro kasi malapit ng mag Christmas vacation and 3 days na lang kami magkakasama ng mga un..

Merry Christmas na lang :)

nonsense things.. so? this is my blog anyway.. i can do whatever i want here!!!!!!!! BWAHAHA >:)


audio bliss

audio bliss? haha wtf.. wala lang.. just got some cds today. my dude lended me some of his cds.. pagkain nanaman to sa pandinig.. Senses fail, Early November and Coheed&Cambria are the bands embedded in these "precious" cds.. Thanks so much dude (if you can read this, but i bet you can't! hehe!)

ngayon pa lang ako magsisismulang mag-aral..

natempt nanaman akong magOL

paalam muna.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.
-senses fail.:.187

Saturday, December 11, 2004

erase my name

i will wait for you forever.. if you would just ask me.. i thought that i could change you... but you changed me...

When will you see it's not so easy for me...


The Ponytail Parades
Emery

Staying Up Late

6am.. too early for me to wake up but i have to because of our training in school.. but you'll never know.. our training was posponed because of the rain. The closed courts are occupied so we don't have the venue. talk about procrastination... anyway, sulit din naman yung pagpunta ko sa school kasi may kinuha ako sa classroom which i forgot last Thursday.. hehe..

i'm with Sherin (our team captain) that morning. We waited for some of her peeps to arrive. And after that, we bid each other goodbye. I headed home.

I didn't do anything in our house except watching tv and downloading mp3s in the internet.. laid-back life style you may say.. but that's how i 'live'. useless huh.. idunno.

i'm supposed to finish my notebook in Filipino today so tomorrow i would just study in English and CL. but, i haven't finished it yet, so i have to stay up late and finish that darn notebook. sabi nga ni aaron "No pain, no glory". Let it be! Face the consequences: eye bags, pimples hehe!! anyway, my mum just got home from manila. She bought some things there for our computer store and nag christmas shopping na rin.. She already bought my gifts for my friends.. hehe.. Can't wait to have our Christmas party (Dec. 17) but before that, we gotta face the exam days!! so i gotta go now and finish my Filipino notebook..

good eye sniper
now i shoot
YOU RUN!
-co & ca

dream catchers


these are my simple "gifts" for my special friends.. hehe can't wait to give these to them..
.:. regret me, don't forget me. .:.

Friday, December 10, 2004

study day. should i study?


yeahh!! study day!! wtf... wish me luck.. Tuesday will be the big day and Wednesday and Thursday especially Friday! haha if you know what i mean :Þ
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Thursday, December 09, 2004

my lethal weapons


wtf... they're all gone.. nothing's left for me to eat tonight.. haha coz i've devoured all of them the previous days.. lolz simple things like chococates makes me happy..
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silent bliss


yeah.. the 'dragonfly' is printed at the back of the shirt while this one is located on the front.. darn... it says " be the dragonfly, silent but joyful " i am a dragonfly..
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fly like a dragonfly


snapshot of my t-shirt from artwork.. i bought this one last summer.. haha and this t-shirt is memorable to me ;)
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Saturday, December 04, 2004

let's pray for them

i dedicate this entry to the victims of the killer typhoon Yoyong.. Let's pray for their souls and let's ask God for guidance and strength for those who survived.. There's still hope.. hhayy..

the hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day
-senses fail

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

cast away the storm in my heart

i wish i've never met you....