rainbow pass

this is the view from the 4th floor fire exit at the JB cluster building.



my sister is at the back seat. always..


street light. twilight sky.



four artificial suns over the street of Lipa. darn? haha pauwi na kami.. -_-.



christmas lights ng kapitbahay. loll.. nope.. this isn't camera tossing. nasa sasakyan lang ako nung kinuha ko yan.. moving target? LOL so ayan..

arms raised tonight.

sound the alarm

i used to be uncertain

but things are clearer now

things are clearer now...

lines from The End of Something - Urbandub

no more drama.

lss

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Cry - Mandy Moore

nothing is right

eto ang status ko sa YM na nakita ng ibang tao for almost 4 hours.. darn.. crappy drama..

i hate drama..


it's 3.02 in the pc clock.. i just woke up from a bad-mood-swing-pillow-hugging-eyes-crying state. hehe.. kung ano man yun.. kasi naman.. yun ata ang epekto ng masyadong kasiyahan ko kanina.. too much happiness and then too much sadness.. life's viscious cycle.. lol.. pero ok na ulit..

erik (11/27/2005 2:24:19 AM): huy
erik (11/27/2005 2:24:23 AM): 2 am na ah
erik (11/27/2005 2:24:25 AM): bat gising ka pa
erik (11/27/2005 2:24:27 AM): lol
camyl (11/27/2005 2:53:38 AM): huyyyy lol
erik (11/27/2005 2:53:42 AM): lol
camyl (11/27/2005 2:53:50 AM): tulog na ko kanina pa.. haha
erik (11/27/2005 2:53:56 AM): NYAK
erik (11/27/2005 2:53:57 AM): ay sori
erik (11/27/2005 2:53:58 AM): nagsing kta
erik (11/27/2005 2:54:02 AM): tulog ka na ulet
erik (11/27/2005 2:54:05 AM): naka dsl ka na noh?
erik (11/27/2005 2:54:06 AM): LOL

hehehe! nakakatuwa lang kasi pag ka naabutan ako ni Erik (astig na online friend) akong ol pa ng ganitong oras, tinatanong nya kung bakit gising pa ako at kung naka DSL na ba ako kasi daw lagi akong OL.

ilan sa mga maliliit na bagay na nakakapagpangiti sakin.. haha darn.. drama nanaman.. i hate drama.

LOL pero hindi ako nakaDSL ha.. hindi pa.. sana lang.. lol

tapos kani-kanina lang, nag voice chat kami nina Ronel. amp.. laughtrip... -_- napa-sobra ata ang kasiyahan ko.. tos mamaya-maya bad mood nako.. lol tawag dun? mood swings..

hay... sige tutulog na ko.. hindi dapat ako magpopost ng entry eh.. kasi nakakatamad na.. nakakatamad nang magpost ng mga kadramahan dito sa blog. i hate drama.


nagbbrowse ako kanina ng mga pictures dito sa computer ko tapos nakita ko to.. naalala ko lang..



galing sa sulat ni pepe yung first drawing.. tapos yung isa, version ko ng drawing nya.. masmaganda yung kay pepe. hehe..

matagal na yang mga drawings na yan.........

sige.. tulog na ulit ako..

when falling is flying

it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,

but then an etire life to forget them...

sorry... it's just there are nights like this that i remember...

tomorrow's a new day... Lunes..

g'night..

i want to be a firewoman

The moon's gone down
I know you're still awake
This heart I've found
I didn't intend to break

'Cause I've seen the world from down there
And it wasn't a pretty sight
Now the circle is turning
Are you armed for the fight?

I wanna be a firewoman
I'll water down your desire
'Cause I know this love is a killer
I wanna put out your fire

Apology. Its futility.
Now destiny
Is not a friend
Not a friend

'Cause I've seen the world from down there
And it wasn't a pretty sight
Now the circle is turning
Are you gonna be alright?

I wanna be a firewoman
I'll water down your desire
'Cause I know this love is a killer
I wanna put out your fire

Did you come for danger
You gave me love for pain
Now you're much more than a stranger
I wanna give you love but all I have is rain

I'm gonna be a firewoman
I'll water down your desire
'Cause I know this love is a killer
I'm gonna put out your fire

Firewoman - Hungry Young Poets

slow descent

i'm tired
cynical and broken, but wiser
heavy with a sense of resentment
but i used to be so much different
i used to have so much faith
when i started
you knew that i always meant it
i knew i could make a difference
i struggled to be heard
and then finally, one day people started listening
and i knew it
but as soon as it began it was ruined
a slow descent from unique to routine
over and over
"just do it again and this time with feeling"
the spotlight
the focus on the friends and the feelings
that made those stupid songs all worth singing
and don't you say a word
unless you're pretty sure that you want it analyzed
so we drove
for what seemed like days
over roads
and four lane highways
we said all we had to say
and i realized in time that it didn't mean anything

never
not ever again...
not like that
"it's only a matter of time"

Slow Descent - Straylight Run

Happy Birthday

to my blog..

yes.. it has been a year now since i've tried to share a part of me to the world wide web..

marami na ring memories ang nailagay ko dito.. I don't trust my memory.. so i write them down here in my blog.. and there are some posts that are worth remembering...

my blog witnessed the first time a fell in love.. it felt my pain and sadness during the times i was feeling down.. i have shared my happiness with it..

my blog is now a part of me.. i once told myself that i would not attach myself to this thing.. but i think that would be an understatement.. hehe..

i have lots of things going in my mind right now..

i've started building a website last month.. and i hope i can publish that one..

i would like to have a photo album in the internet.. nakaipon na ko ng mga photographs and i want to share them to you..

i need to finish reading The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank for our literary paper

i ought to read the 10 chapters of El Fili.

most of all, i need to fix myself...

i have a lot of things to do.. the thing is, i don't know how or where to start.

pero once na makapagsimula na ko, i've already won half of the battle :)

hintay

mabilis na mahirap sabayan

hay.. ang daming nangyari ngayong linggong ito.. pero ang mahalaga, nandito pa rin ako.. hehe.. kala ko hindi ko na kakayanin.. dami kasing dapat gawin.. pero natapos naman sila lahat.. hay.. ewan..

hintay, hintayin mo ako.. mahirap nang maiwan dito..

meron akong isang "hiling"..

gusto kong magkameron ng band.. Listen to the Girl ang pangalan.. hehe.. hay.... dreams...

Hintay, hintayin mo ako Dahan dahan lang

hay..

wala akong masabi.. sa susunod na lang ulit..

Mabilis ang ikot ng mundo
Sa kakasabay nahihilo ako
Isang hakbang sa limang patlang
May panahon, pagkakataong

Nawawala kapag di hinawakan
Dudulas kapag di iningatan, hoy, hoy, hoy, hoy

Hintay, hintayin mo ako
Mahirap nang maiwan dito
Hintay, hintayin ako
Dahan dahan lang hoy

Mabilis ang galaw ng oras
Sa kakasabay nauubos ang lakas
Bilis na mahirap sabayan
Kung may panahon, pagkakataong

Hintay - Sugarfree

Hintayin mo ako...

kubyerta

madami akong nagawa ngayong araw na to! lol

pumunta dito ang mga group mates ko sa Filipino para tapusin yung power point presentation namin haha..

gumawa kami ng movie para dun sa presentation... ang saya eh... darn.... natapos naming "i-shoot" ung movie.. haha Kabanta 2 ng El Fili ang irereport namin. Sa Ilalim ng Kubyerta yung pamagat nung kabanata na yun sa El Fili. darn.. ano ang kubyerta?! Naganap yung shooting sa ilalim ng azotea! hehe!! darn.. basta..

screen shots:



Matt - Simoun,Kapitan Basilio, Padre Florentino
James - Isagani
Ako - Basilio

Directors: Avis and Melai

after nun, habang ineedit ni Melai yung video, nagrecord naman kami ni James. Naggitara sya at kumanta naman ako sa abot ng aking makakaya.. lol nakapagrecord kami ng dalawang kanta: Tulog na - Sugarfree at Mata - Mojofly..

lahat yan.. all in one day... kagroup text ko din sina Pat, Yvonne at Jordan.. Hay.. matatapos na ang sembreak.. and i can say na "worth it" naman yung 9 days na nakalipas.. :)



kami. :)

love on the t.v.

im keepin my affair in a book
so this is how a villain feels
theyre running seasons in my chest
and im only to keep them

maybe its not true
love on the tv
just like we imagine it
and its so hard to do
when theres always some distraction
a shiny red balloon
that spoils everything

im keepin my affair in a book
such practical and harmless vice
but im feelin it could end up painfully
and the tv should apologize

im keepin my affair in a book
my long and lonely compromise
how can you live like that my dear
well we do

it spoils everything

Shiny Red Balloon - Barbie's Cradle

for a while..

Good evening to the sun
Might I be the only one
Who sleeps through melodies of morning
while they wake

This chirping lullaby
Brings my little dreams to life
In my sanctuary I become a child

So goodbye to the sun
Goodnight
All pain will be gone for a while
A while, goodnight

Heaven's windows are the stars
You were watching me from where you are
But we're divided by the light
When morning starts

So goodbye to the sun
Goodnight
All pain will be gone for a while
A while, goodnight

Goodbye to the sun
Goodnight
All pain will be gone for a while
A while

Goodbye to the sun
Goodnight
All pain will be gone for a while
A while, goodnight

Goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight

Goodnyt - Barbie's Cradle

thank you Po.

nasa harap na ko ng pc for almost 2 hours since pagkadating ko dito sa bahay galing sa school. Nanood kami ng concert ng MYMP.. three is not a charm anymore. hehe.. tatlo lang sana kaming manonood nina Yvonne at Pat pero dahil siguro gusto ni God na mas maging :okey: pa yung panonood namin, nakasama namin sina Belle, Jemima at Lian sa panood.. kaya six is a charm. haha..

nakita ko sya... nandun pa rin yung sakit... ni hindi ako makatingin sa kanya dahil pagginawa ko yun, baka... masaya lang ako dahil nakita ko sya na maayos..

masuwerte ako.

dahil sa inyo..... pat and yvonne.. salamat...

masaya ako..

dahil wala lang.. ang saya ko eh... haha..

magagaling yung mga front act bands. college bands sila from the school mismo.. good thing, na"share" nila yung talents nila sa kapwa nila lasalyano.. be proud of these bands:

The Newcomer Band
Milk *darn i forgot
fish on tuesday
kernel 32

mymp was great. hindi ako masyadong nakikinig sa kanila pero this concert changed my attitude towards them..

well i guess, kailangan ko nang magpahinga.. madami na ulit gagawin bukas.. PowerPoint presentation para sa Filipino namin.. my groupmates will be here..

i'm just glad i was given the chance to be with you guys.. Yvonne, Pat, Lian, Je and Belle..





more?

goodnyt.

Thank you Po...

little smiles

salamat Trixie :)

yakap.