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lessons learned the hard way.

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kuts from within

hehe.. kuts/cuts

i should not have acted the way i did last night.

my heart was full of hatred. i don't know why... i don't understand myself last night because i just won't.

fuck.
the best expression to release the tension within.

FUCK no more.

:)

being alive.
feeling so dead.

fuck everything.

saturday

salamat sa mga tumulong samin. :)

itutuloy ulit next week and hopefully matatapos nanamin by that time.

3 weeks meetings for community service.

more pictures. [link]

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You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark alone
Waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be
Stranded, stranded, stranded, stranded

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to
come back
I'm to afraid to show

I miss you, I need you
Without you, I'm stranded
I love you so come back
I'm not afraid to show

Stranded-Plumb


dates i'm looking forward to:

02.9 - gig at UPLB
02.11 - school concert
02.16 - Prom

7732-ticket number.

apir

Community Service.

Inayos namin yung playground dito sa Miracle Heights.

Nagpintura.
Nanguha Nanghingi ng 10 pesos - 20 pesos sa bawat bahay para pambili ng mga gamit. LOL hehe.. kasama ko si Ana sa pangunguha panghihingi.. haha ang saya.

hindi pa tapos. itutuloy pa namin next week. :)

polaroid

new layout.

brushes from echoica

i dig the polaroid and doodle brush..

so many works to do.

everthing's all right.

as long as i got

You.

anti-matter

i didn't go to school today for some reasons..

i missed a quiz in physics.. i missed math class.. i missed checking the attendance of our class.........

papasok sana ako kahit late eh... pero....... i decided to stay at home and take some rest.... i don't blame our project in soc sci for missing school today... i could have finished it "earlier" if only i resisted the temptation of taking a nap last night....... hay... i think i had 3 hours of sleep.... talagang wasted ako....... then nung umaga, wala pa pala akong uniform na isusuot kasi hindi pala naglaba si mama nung previous day.......

so.... i stayed here at home....... tumawag sakin dito sina Auderz para iinform ako sa project namin.. naipass naman namin yung project.. pinadala ko na lang kay papa...

i don't know........ mixed emotions ako ngayon...... happy.sad.sad.happy. hay...

nandito yung lolo ko (kapatid ni lola) galing sa states... dito sya magsstay for a night ata...... i havent met him yet nung pagdating nya.. siguro mamaya na lang dinner..........

fiesta bukas... i don't know kung maghahanda...... pero i think, ewan...... hay.. ang gulo..

ang gulo...

p......... a.........r........a....n....g .
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g.... a.... n.....i ......t ..... o.

-_-

breathe your name

today i rode on a 3-wheel-box. lol

moved by you

lollipop stick wish

darn darn darn.

dial-up connection

DSL.



darn.. hindi ko maintindihan kung anong una kong iDDL.. LOL.. tinuruan ako ni Erik na magDL ng albums sa irc... albums na ngayon ang diniDL ko........ hindi na isang kanta...... hay.......... nakakapanibago.. dati kasi, bago ko pa matapos ung isang MP3.. tapos yung excited pa ko na marinig kasi ang tagal bago maDL.. pero ngayon iba na.... ang bilis.. -_-.

Madaming nangyari this past days sa school... marami kasi madami kaming ginagawa.. halos puyat ako these past days sa paggawa ng mga kailangan sa school.. ewan ko.. siguro talagang mabagal lang talaga akong maggawa.. hahaha.. ganito ang sched ko after ng clase:

-punta sa library for our english
-punta sa hacienda para sa soc sci
-around 5.30 uwi na
-6pm dating sa bahay
-6pm onwards school sh1ts works

madami ngang laging OL sa mga classmates ko ngayon.. pare-pareho kaming may mga ginagawa.. pero to think of it, ayos naman.. masaya rin naman... ngayon lang ako napagod nang ganito sa paggawa ng mga kailangan sa school.. hehehe... then nung Tuesday-Wednesday masama pa yung pakiramdam ko kasi parang may nakain ata ako na hindi maganda.. LOL. pero nakaya ko naman..... lol




lucky stars. natuto akong gumawa kaninang CL time.. LOL. nakakatuwa. halos lahat kasi sa klase gumagawa nito.. salamat kina anton at trixie kasi yung iba dyan sa stars na yan ay bigay nila sakin. :) yung dalawang pink stars lang ang ginawa ko dyan.. lol. naalala ko yung post ni Polin dati sa blog nya. lucky stars din yun. at narealize ko talaga na dambuhala ung gawa sa manila paper.. LOL

lucky lucky lucky.


Wednesday:
i made a wish on a lollipop stick.

g'night.

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words are too messy.


he calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that he intends
And all he keeps inside, isn't on the label
he says he's ashamed
And can he take me for awhile
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again

It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away...
Guess I'll let it go

Shimmer - Fuel

i tried so hard to..

weeeeeeeeee......................................

so far so good....... salamat Po... nabasa nyo Po ata ang post ko...... :)

ang daming projects ngayon.. nakakatuwa.. LOL.. nakakatanga din... haha.. grabe.. tambak talaga... anyway.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^_^

burnout

di mo man marinig......
di mo man madama......


hay................ pagdasal nyo ako....... sige na........ ewan ko.. iba talaga ang pakiramdam ko ngayon............ hindi naman sa may sakit ako.. basta........ kailangan ko ng mga panalangin......

hay......

God, kung nagbabasa po kayo ng mga Blogs, sana po mabasa nyo to....

......... sana Po makaya ko yung mga problema ko ngayon..........

.....

daydream cycle

DayDream Cycle's Underwater Kite.

My first album bought for this year. 21 tracks.. madaming songs.. lol.. iba yung tugtugan nila..

dreampop. yun yung sinasabi ng iba.. for me?

kitepop na lang.. lol.. so i think, i'll sink my self with their melodies for a week..

mapapanood nyo na rin yung video nila for Roses and Cadillacs sa Myx.

check them out:

official site
terno site

darn. we will have our practical test in computer tomorrow. wish us luck.

new year.... i dont see the new light from it..

g'night.


ps: wtf... nagapangan ako ng ipis pagbaba ko para painumin yung kapatid ko.. darn.. LOL..