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why do we have to stop



and to let go

idlip

i feel stupid.

i hate myself.



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pure shore

got this picture from the internet.wish you were here. i wish i was here.

lol. tingnan nyo yang picture na yan. then isipin nyo yung mga bagay na gagawin nyo sakaling nandyan kayo sa lugar na yan.. lol.. ;)

this is me back then..

hay.gusto kong pumunta sa beach ngayon.

i'm scared as hell

i can't even go to the cr. lolx

i was about to hit my bed and shut my eyes, but the gravity of our tv is just so strong it pulled me up. Instead, i found myself being stuck in the sofa and pushing the buttons of the remote control..

damn.

i watched Identity in HBO.. a freakin film that scared me as hell..

i don't want to go with the details..

hmm... but why do they have to use a CHILD in those kind of horror films...

it's twice the fear-factor when they use children.


i wan't need to sleep now..

but before i hit my bed (for the 2nd try) may ipopost lang ako.

my 'friend' have just sent me a poem a while ago.. (i was relieved kasi may makakausap ako, pero iniwan nya ko.. hayy naku.. lolx)

dahil iniwan mo ako, ipopost ko ang poem mo.

here's the poem. i mean his poem.

Alaala mo pa ba ang mga ito?

ni telepono lol

Alaala mo pa ba noong Intrams?
Mag ala Edi Gil ba naman sa pag-pro-protest
Alaala mo pa ba ang adviser nating da best?
Ipaglalaban tayo from all the rest

Alaala mo pa ba ang mga pasaway?
Chips ahoy, Boy Bawang, Piatos, at Chippy?
Alaala mo pa ba ang mga tularan?
Sa assingments, sa quizzes, wag lang quartely test

Alaala mo pa ba si Mr. Mayor na masunget?
Pagkat sa classroom daw naglipana ang lukaret
Alaala mo pa ba mga box-office hit?
Flourescent with parents at mga suicidal cases?

Alaala mo pa ba ang sari-saring foodtrip?
Para naman daw ma-solve ang afternoon istarvation
Alaala mo pa ba ang ham and cheese at milo freez?
Pillows, Pop Beans, at Green Peas?

Alaala mo pa ba ang mga projects?
IP, Newsletter, at Research paper?
Alaala mo ba ang mga editorial cartoon?
Mga essay, multiple choice, at sequencing?


Alaala mo pa ba noong Level 9?
Sa third floor ng JB cluster room 3-4?
Auckland, New Zealand ni Sir Paras?
School Year 2004 to 2005?

oo. naaalala ko pa ang mga yan.

hay.tutulog na ko.

i will leave my pc on.

i will leave my pc connected to the Internet.

i'll sleep now.. and i will dream away my fears behind..

grocery

available at Robinson's Place Lipa. lol.

-0:54

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Oasis

You'll never change what's been and gone.

thank you.

come with me down the dark alley,
away from the staircases of fear.
make your tears cleanse my insides
you wasted your life on chocolates
leave your worries, not your hopes...
remember the sandwiches we ate
energy fills this frozen light
give me what i cannot take back,
in this closet full of spiders,
never again will i regret my spirit.
alone praying against all oddities
real life made me forget troubles
almost alive, almost loved, ALMOST...
melt my sorrows in sweet aromas,
over this black hope of joy,
sound the alarm of silence, i'll wait.


wtf..thank you.. migi, you darn ass poet lollx

sayo na lang ung cd.. lolx

keep it.. don't lose it again.

wtf

you never let me show you just how sad a boy girl can be.

doodle ver.3

doodle ver.2

avant garde

The Artists


Chelsea and Carol


Their Weapons (lol.)




Carol's works



Chelsea's works



and siempre.. hindi pahuhuli ang ate..haha

here's my work.. lolx

Universal Serial Bus

i am using my phone now for almost 2 months and it's just yesterday that i figured out how to transfer photos from my phone to my computer. o_O

i just want to share some of the photos on the previously held SpongeCola mini concert.lol.

what will you look like?

summer nights.darn.touch the sky. you and i.hold my hand.mend my heart.stay with me.walk with me.runaway with me.summer nights.sleepless nights.dream catcher.see you there.in a place where nobody cares.break free.fly away with me.don't falter.don't scream.scream with me.cry with me.feel my heart.don't tear it apart.catch my tears.hear me.feel me.do you love me?summer nights.

i can close my eyes now.

i can rest my heart.

i can break free.

i am breaking free.

i am breaking free.

g'night.

light saber

the measure of love is sacrifice.

yan yung sabi ng pari sa Homily kanina.

and yeah.. it hit me.

a kid caught my attention. he was holding a palaspas and it seemed like he's turning it into a light saber. haha parang star wars eh.. lol

hands

miss you guys..

doodle

migi did this. tsk tsk.

and i "improved" it. haha

pimp rules.

encyclicals

Rerum Novarum

Quadregesimo Anno

Mater et Magistra

Pacem in Terris

Dignitatis Humanae

Gaudium et Spes

Populorum Progressio

Octogesima Adveniens

Laborem Exercens

15

yakap.

hintay

maganda yung mga kanta..

hayy...

bahala na...

eyes open

2am na. gising pa rin ako. tinatapos ko na kasi yung Newsletter namin in English which is due on Monday.

Labyrinth nga pala ang pangalan ng newsletter namin.

my groupmates:

kaycee - editor in chief
jeanelle - features editor
nikki - news editor
madaine - cartoonist
matthew - associate editor
jordan - sports editor
ako - "layout artist" (with quotations lol)

hehe.

summer is around the corner!
woooo. im damn excited. damn.

uhmm..tulog na ko..tom. na lang ulit.. hehe..

eyes closed.

stigmatized

iskaner

"Ang Sayang Mangisda"

ako + cousin kenneth+plastik na isda+plastik na alimango+plastik na dagatkabayo+plastik na palangana

hahaha sana hindi na lang ako lumaki.

cookies&cream

i can still smell your presence....

wtf? lol

=)

37 ver.02

nandito nanaman ulit kami sa computer lab..
workstation 37

mood:emo..idunno why..bakit nanaman...

uhmm.. sana tama yung sagot ko sa last number sa quiz namin sa math.. worth 5points yun..

anyway, ang daming naglalaro sa isip ko sa oras na to.. ewan.. kinakabahan ako.. pero wala namang rason para kabahan..

ang lamig pa dito...

wednesday na ngayon..

2days na lang.. weekends nanaman..

ayoko na.. ayoko na..

teka, tungkol dun sa HUMANS ARE BORN TO SUFFER..

naisip ko lang.. na it's CRAP..

nasa atin din naman yun..

the way we live depends on the choices we make..

in my case, i chose to live this way..

idunno... pero i'm experiencing difficulties these past months...

there are times na sobrang badtrip ako..

i dunno....

those are the times that i will just cry...cry....cry...

cry...

yun lang naman kasi minsan ang outlet eh..

when i have problems, i just keep those to myself..

ako lang naman kasi makakaayos nun...

not my mum.. not my friends.. not you..

but myself..

hmmm.. i want have a band.. wala lang...

outlet din kasi yun...hehe..

well anyway, lilipas din ang mood na to...

and i bet.. sa bumabasa nito..

YOU STILL DON'T KNOW WHO I AM....

discreet..
unnoticed..
shhhh......
myself..

i don't know what to think about you right now..

did you notice
im gone

i want you to know that
i miss you
i miss you so...

37

im currently using workstation 37..

woooo

first time kong magblog dito sa lab.

usually sa bahay ako nagbblog.. pero.. wala lang..

woooo

wala si mrs. russel..

kaya eto.. internet session..

buti na lang at wala nang pinapagawang program (c++)

woooo

ahhhmm..

ang daming dapat gawin.. woooooooooooo ok din naman.. ayos lang... sige sige.. tuloy tuloy lang..

HUMANS ARE BORN TO SUFFER.-greek myth.

eto na lang lagi ang iniisip ko...

born to suffer.. let it be..

it will be over by next week..

bye 3rd year.. hola 4th year..


random thoughts:
ice cream, oval, football, newsletter, labyrinth, fries, chucks, guitar, pc, cp, books, college, exams, classmates, friends, my ball pen, black shoes, white socks, 37, intel inside, lora, mina, cisco, chemistry, chemistry, chez, food, oval, parking lot, scanner, pictures, lack of sleep, pimples, hairdo, long hair, messy hair, hmmmm,football, run, run , runaway, fly, spongecola, dlsl, mcdo, #dlsl, blog, ssssshhhh, filipino, black, white, basketball, team mates, hello, hi, m&m's crispy, med school, medicine, psychology, biology, gusto ko ba nito?, college, college, college, freshman, COLLEGE, medicine???? , fine arts, fine arts, fine arts, bio, bio, manila, lb, cycle store, sponge cola, siops, baby picture, guitar, strawberry shake, bake mac, circles, power theorems, geometry, mrs. africa, math, math, math, i was so stupid during our math class, fluorescent, short, fuse, practical test, stallion bldg, stallion lane, ham and cheese sandwich, overnight, adobe page maker,... END.

hehe.. mga naiisip ko.. for about 10mins?? lol

without suffering there would be no compassion..

tell that to those who suffer..

tell me...

i hope you like me too

i understand
what you're trying to say
no need to say it
i am leaving
but don't walk away
just stay right there
i'll fall.
and i'll just look at you
i'll just look at you

i don't know why
i always feel like this
it's hard to breathe
when you're around
your big blue eyes
are drowning me to sleep
the space is tearing me
i'll stay, please stay

words are not important
smiles are all i need from you
the yearning, it's getting stronger
im dumb. i hope you like me too

you're two tables away
you could see me mezmerised
i want to talk to you
but im so scared
before i never cared,
infatuation's never there
but now it's killing me
i really hate myself

The Infatuation Is Always There
Typecast

black frame

playing in the fields

we were running carelessly.. chasing each other..

hi..nothing so special happened today..

we had regular classes during the morning.. after which, we proceeded to the sentrum to watch the farewell concert of the Voices which was mandatory.. the damage was 50php..

ayon.. dismissal..

then, punta kami ng Chez for our afternoon-hunger-satisfaction lol.. kasama ko si aaron at lora.. kulang kami.. wala si jeanelle..

ham&cheese sandwich+milo freeze LOL

after naming kumain, nagpunta kami ng oval.. yeahh.. eto na..

naglaro kaming tatlo ng soccer..

ako+aaron+lora

ang sarap ng pakiramdam.. ngayon na lang ulit ako nagtatakbo.. nakahiram kami ng football dun sa coach ni Lora.. haha lakas ni lora sa coach nya..

takbo dito.
takbo doon.
sipa dito.
sipa doon.

ang sarap ng hangin.. ang lamig kasi nung oras na yon.

meron pang PE class dun yung ilang college students.. nursing ata course nila.. naglalaro din sila ng football.. pero drills lang yung pinapagawa sa kanila.. ayun..

nasundo ako sa school around 5.30pm

i don't care what might happen..

i don't care as long as you're here..

i was there.. you were there..

i am here.. are you there?

astig ng eye glasses ni Ms. Poblete. (filipino teacher) black frame..

are you in?

we had our diagnostic test today.

we took english+math+chemistry tests.

we were dismissed at around 2.30pm.

hmmmm... *grins*

ohhhhhoohhhhh are you in?
-incubus

id

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?


Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Somewhere Only We Know
Keane

para sayo.