grrr

bukas na.. bahala na...

disheartened

i can't lie.
im still in love with you after all.



+waiting shed.

drops of rain falling from the sky
when will it be over?
i've been waiting here for so long
to see the sun come up again

sitting right next to you
we're the same
waiting forever for the rain to stop
but.. i feel different.. i feel new..

the truth is..
i don't want the rain to stop pouring
yes.. i think that's what i want
i just want to stay here with you.

i will stay here in this waiting shed
i'll be here right next to you
i will wait we will wait
i will stay with you.

let the rain wash away our fears
let it wash away our pain

so rain.. keep on falling
sky.. keep on crying
don't ever stop
don't ever cease

cause i want to stay right here
right beside you
together we will wait..
wait forever for nothing..

you and me in this waiting shed.

you're my dream tonight

As we crawl up the stairs
Grabbing everything falling down
We rip the shades to see the light
Finding hope in broken light

Just as we see some sky
I turn my head and then I close my eyes
I know that this won't end
It's just finding out the right way to begin

We're finding hope in light
You're my dream tonight
With you I'm falling in love
For the very first time

Crawling up these stairs
Grabbing everything that's falling down
We rip the shades down
To see the sky and all its light

We're finding hope in light
You're my dreams tonight
With you I'm falling in love
For the very first time

Open up my arms
When you fall in
We're looking up at stars
We're singing along
We're talking and we're singing our way home

Ashala Rocks
Early November

redux

papapaparapap.

life is such a bore. i don't care anymore.

click if you care to listen..

+

garbage

naglinis ako ng kwarto kanina.. and yeah.. daming basura.. iniipon ko talaga yung iba.. yung iba basura sa classroom.. lol.. minsan kasi may pakinabang din yung mga yun..



nagkapit din ako ng kung anu-ano sa isang part ng pader dito sa kwarto ko..

freedom wall.. simula ngayon, kakapitan ko na ng kuna ano-ano ang pader na to..



..pinayagan na kong manood ng summer slam.. bahala na sa saturday..

moon lotion

hello world!!

woooo.. i am back to my own self again. haha! darn. i was like #$%@ for 2 days..

anyway, everything's ok now. i hope so. i wish.

+++++

SEB. (Swimming Eye Ball) haha.. yes.. natuloy sya kaso kulang kami eh.. *turo kay polin LOL* basta, sa susunod ha.. para kumpleto naman tayo. :P

ayos naman yung SEB. LOL. walang nasaktan!! walang naapi! LOL. saya nga eh.. tawa lang nang tawa..

bsta ang pinakagusto kong part dun ay yung nanginginig na kaming lahat sa lamig! haha.. tabi tabi kami dun sa ilalim ng.. basta! dun sa part na yun na may echo echo echo.. LOL. ayun.. da best.. sana dun na lang kami magdamag LOL.

salamat sa inyo len,yvonne,pat,wj,mcoy,karl,janky,jc \m/

ayan.. dapat dati ko pa napost yang "pasasalamat" na yan eh.. loll.. basta! sasusunod ulit..

pain

im experiencing two of its kind:

physical and emotional pain.

pero ayos lang..

cheer up.

wala.

wala.

thanks for letting me know.

when i decided to stop bleeding

i'll bleed for you
red and black.

new layout.

wywh wish you were here.
white and black.

i got that from incubus' "wish you were here"

it's my first incubus song and my favorite of them all next to stellar. LOL.

i got the concept from this image:



it's from drive-thru records' site. i got this image during our christmas vacation.. it's early november's logo.

and this morning, i decided to make my own version with "wish you were here" in my mind.



i scanned my work. and there it is..

bleed no more.

rain

it's raining forever.



grey sky.

i had my review today.
we were dismissed at 12pm.
nothing special happened until the sky wept when i got home.

raining is never ending.

surpresa

wow...

alam nyo ba, pagkagising ko kaninang umaga, may nakita akong kakaiba sa kama ko.. LOL. eto:



nyahaha kita nyo ba?! wow.. ang saya tuloy ng umaga ko.. ang galing.. hihihi.. iniwan ni papa sa kama ko habang tulog pa ko.. lolx.... nahihiya pa nga akong mag thank you pero sa wakas nasabi ko rin kanikanina lang.. hehehe..

kaya.. tv mode ako buong araw.

nanood ako ng:

+sponge bob the movie
+incubus alive at red rocks (hindi pa lahat LOL)



at afterwards, sa myx naman ako. TV MODE!!!

i'm emo because of you

thank you.
happy 15th.

3^2/3*5=?

15 songs that remind me of you:

+aircon
+jopay
+jeepney
+bakit pt. 1
+bakit pt. 2
+lunes
+wish you were here
+infatuation is always there
+sige
+armageddon is coming to town
+open casket romance
+balisong
+somewhere only we know
+pantomime
+broken sonnet

gusto ko lang magpost bago ako umalis.. hehehe =)
woo.. review nanaman.

188

recognition day ngayong araw na to.

gumising ako ng 7am.
nakarating ako sa school ng 8.45am.

buti ndi ako late. hehe.

ayun. tinanong ko kung san ba ko uupo dun.

weeeee.. nakita ko ulit ang mga classmates ko..

ang saya.

haha. buong time ng recognition tawa lang ako nang tawa.

LOL. kasi ba naman, ang katabi ko, tawa din lang ng tawa. lolx. eto ang mga paa namin.LOL ako+Joanna Mission LOL.



kasi ang dami naman talagang nakakatawa eh.. haha..

+ ang daming HINDI umattend. ang daming bakanteng upuan (nakakatawa)
+ may confetti pang nalalaman ang lasal (yung mga pugad ng ibon na bumabagsak dun sa stage LOL.)
+ di namin alam kung san kami magba-bow (tawa nanaman.)
+ korni jokes -> sang lugar laging nagbobow ang mga tao? sagot: sa Bauan. (tawa.)
+ ung certificate parang higanteng oil control film LMAO (tawa tawa)
+ para daw mas malakas yung palakpak sayo, magpadapa ka sa stage. (tawa ulit)
+ nakakatawa.

astig yung speech ni James.. basta.. ok yun..

after ng event na yun, si Yvonne na kasama ko.. haha

nagpunta kami sa may old gym para kumuha ng kopya ng Literary Folio at para na rin maginquire para sa enrollment ng new students. basta.

after nun, punta kami sa Robinson ni Yvonna. LOL. mag iinternet daw sya. punta kami ng Netopia. 12php lang yung binyaran namin. haha. wala lang.

after nun, kumain kami. then dumating na si mama. hinatid namin si yvonna. at umuwi na ko. ayun.


elevator haha escalator ride. wala lang.

hayyy.. ok? ok? ok? ok.

go go go

Make your way down the face
of everything you know
go so far see other places and
other people i wont know about

and breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear its all my fault again
i know why no one else knows
why im here all alone again

make it sound so good that
i wont be right and i walk alone tonight
outside my house and outside my mind
no matter what i say im never right

breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear its all my fault again
i know why no one else knows
why im here all alone again

breathe in deep let it out slow
did you hear me...GO GO GO

Every night's another story
The Early November

dude (kung mababasa mo to), sorry ulit...

naalala ko yung mga cds..

I Never Wanted to Lose Those Precious Silver Discs

voices in my head
keep on reminding me
of the mistakes i have done

melodies a friend once shared
are now lost in the abyss of oblivion

will i hear them again someday?
will i find them somehow?
the search is never ending
hope is never gone

but time disheartened me
the songs keep on haunting me

i wish i could turn back time
mundane as it may sound
but i wish.. i wish...

now there's nothing left to say
but sorry and thank you
for the melodies you've shared

yes. they are lost.
but in my soul they will stay

hehe.. i don't have the gift in playing with words.. basta.. grrrr..

roadtrip

Wednesday ngayon. May review nanaman. Nagising ako ng 7am. medyo late na. Supposed to be 6 am. hehe..

Si papa ulit yung naghatid sakin. Hmmm.. ayos ulit.. sarap kasing makinig sa radyo ni papa.. hehe.. ung mga codes bla bla.. 10-4.

dumating kami sa alabang around 9.30. Hindi pa ko nagaalmusal nun so nag drive-thru kami sa McDo. LOL I had pancakes+regular fries(pero large yun LOL)+orange juice for breakfast.

10am. start na nung review. We had math today.

linear equations.
functions.
bla.bla.bla.

sana may natutunan ako. meron meron.

mga bawal sa math:

bawal ang radical at imaginary numbers sa denominator.
solution? rationalize or conjugate. hahahaha.. ayan. may natutunan naman ako.


we were dismissed at 12pm..

12pm.. both short and long hands are pointed on 12. lolx.

and un. we drove our butts home.




galing noh.. nasa gitna sila ng kalsada sa SLEX (south luzon express way; natutunan ko kay mama LOL) pa naman yan LOL. anong ginagawa nila? nagpapaint!! astig!! LOL. yung kalsada ang canvas nila. tapos ang broken lines ang nilalagay nila.. hahaha with the use of white paint. LOL.

the sun is shining down on you

from Typecast's Another Minute Until Ten music Video

10-4

note:
not coherent
wrong punctuations


weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

haha. nakabili ako ng:

• 2 cds ng Typecast+PRESS magazine for FREE lolx.
  
• MTV ink
  
  nyaha.
  
  ayos tong araw na to.
  
  lunes.
  
  i woke up at exactly 6.06 am haha galing noh? tanda ko pa.
  
  i ought to wake up early because i 'll be having my review.
  
  but today is a different day. because my dad was the one who drove me to the review center.. haha. rarity.
  
  my mum decided to pass the driving chore to my dad. hahaha.. she stayed in our computer shop doing what she does best which is managing. lolx.
  
  anyway, ate aning and my little sister was part of today's road trip. hehe.. buti na lang hindi nakakainis si Chelsea ngayon. hayy... hindi ko kasi matolerate minsan yung little sister ko eh.. nyaha.
  
  anyway..
  
  hmmm.. i think roadtrip is the right word if i'm going to describe my summer.. pero di pa naman tapos ang summer.. hmm.. let's see.
  
  where did that come from?!! LOL
  
  anyway,
  
  we had english for today's review. we spent the first 35 minutes in answering our first quiz. then after that, we discussed things about READING. our teacher gave us techniques in answering the reading comprehension part in college entance tests..
  
  ayun.. wtf
  
  time pressure. that's the only problem. hehe.. you can't our teacher said that it's not advisable to read the passage word by word. that will eat your time. don't regress or don't spend half of an hour answering that darn one question. how bout the remaining 200+ items you have to answer??! hahaha.. hay basta yun.
  
  bla bla bla.
  
  we finished at 12pm.
  
  my dad fetched me. after that, we went to atc. may binili lang si papa. we waited for him dun sa may tower records. dun ko binili ung mga nakalagay sa taas. ayun. habang hinihintay namin sya, i was reading the magazines i purchased. astig yung lay out ng mtv ink. ngayon na lang ulit ako nakabili ng copy nun. hahahaha. lumiit na sya. dati kasi ang laki ng MTV ink. andun nga yung sa Death by Tampon. basta.. ok yung mga articles. meron dun "DISCO IS THE NEW EMO". well, idunno.
  
  nakakita pa ko ng skate park. dun sa may parking lot. ang astig. hmmmm..
  
  speaking of parking lot, i took some photos of the signs i encountered on the said place..
  
  
  
  
  
  -parking lot girl. lolx.
  
  
  after nun, punta naman kami ng festival. may dinaanan lang si papa. HAHA. hindi na ko sumama sa loob. i stayed in the car. sa may parking lot nanaman. hahahaha.. dapat siguro parking lot na lang ang title ng post na to. anyway, pinakinggan ko na lang yung binili kong cd sa sasakyan.. idunno.. pero infatuation pa rin talaga yung nagugustuhan ko sa typecast.. words are not important. smiles are all i need from you. so far.. hmmm... parang trademark na ng typecast yung ganung tunog nung guitar.. basta.
  
  bla bla bla.
  
  umuwi na kami. yahoooooo! haha..
  
  bla bla bla
  
  so andito nananman ako sa harap ng pc.. mayamaya lang, aalis na ko dito at gagawa ng kapakipakinabang na bagay. ayos ba yun?
  
  picture of the day.
  
  
  
  exit 50
  
  10-4 radio code to for "affirmative"
  wala lang. daddy ko kasi yung kasama ko today and he's into these radio stuffs..
  
  papa mike - means pm. lolx ex: i'll meet you at 2 papa mike.
  alpa mike - means am. ex: i'll kill you at exactly 3 alpha mike.
  
  hahaha..
  

1024 x 768

previous wallpaper.



current.

hehe.ayan pinalitan ko. hmmmm.. ang liwanag ngayon ng desktop ko.. :)

broken lines

some shots i got while im in the car.. hehe..



i love the last photo.

don't swerve.
don't hurt.

one.two.three. still counting.

hindi pala ako nag-iisa.. may kasama ako.. at madami kami..

haha.. nakakatuwang isipin. i've been down these past days.. those are the times na marami kang narerealize.. lolx and i was hating myself and all.. lol. pero bakit ganun.. balik ulit sa dati! ok na ko ngayon. haha. all i have to do is to accept love myself for being myself.. hehe.. i am just me..and after nun, everything else follows..

lol. well, basta.. i just have to enjoy my life habang nasa akin pa yung chance para gawin yun. LOL. hehe..sana nga..

hmm.. salamat.. friends+family and

to the Big Guy up there..

thanks..

don't kill me.
you can't end me now.

because i'm still alive.

EADGBe

wow..ngayon na lang ulit ako magkukuwento tungkol sa araw ko.. puro na lang kasi mga "walang kwenta" ang pinopost ko dito eh. hehe.. tagalog ako ngayon. okey.

hmmmm..

nagising ako ng 6am. hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa alarm ng cellphone ko o ginising ako. hindi ko na matandaan.

nag-ayos na ko. pupunta kasi kami ng Alabang. bale tatlong beses akong napunta ng Alabang ngayon. dun kasi ako nagrereview.

around 7.30, umalis na kami dito sa bahay. maaga sa usual na alis namin dito. si mama kasi ang magddrive this time. hindi na muna n'ya tinawag yung driver.

dumaan muna kami sa shop namin para ayusin yung mga bagay-bagay dun. around 7.45, dumeretso na kami.

calabarzon. gusto ko ang lugar na yon. basta. road trip. siguro ang average ng speed namin ay 60-100 kph.. hehe.. most of the time, 60kph.. si mama nga kasi ang nagddrive. lol.

bagal noh? ewan. sanay kasi ako sa 100kph. lolx. siguro nga.

maaga kaming nakarating. around 9 andun na kami. 10 pa kasi yung start ng klase ko. hehe.. wow.

late kasi ako nung past 2 sessions.hehe. late for some reasons.pero this time, ang aga ko naman. lol.

anyway, madami akong natutunan ngayong araw na to. gusto kong ishare kaso tinatamad na ko eh.

ayun. basta. masaya ako. ...

after ng review ko, diretso na kami pauwi.

exit 50

Batangas/Lucena exit

wala lang. napansin ko lang.

hay.. 1.30 or 2pm andito na kami sa bahay. dito na kami naglunch. after kong kumain, OL agad. check ng mga bagay bagay. mga bagay na "minementain" ko dito sa internet. hay. siguro mga 30mins akong OL, then after nun. hmm.. hindi ko na maalala kung anong ginawa ko. lol.

nagbasa ng pulp.?
nag-ayos ng kwarto.?

idunno.

nung gabi na, nag on-line ulit ako. siempre. habit na kasi yun eh. hirap nang tanggalin. hehe.

masaya pa rin ako.

onga pala, nakapagregister na ko sa unlimited txt and call ng Globe. pero wala din naman. ewan. di ko naman nagagamit.

ayun.

hehe.. nakausap ko si wj sa dakilang YM. lol. sari sari ang naiisip nya. haha. ayos din. yaelerz

hmmm.. tos yun. nagamit ko ung unlimited text ko kasi.. basta.. sa ngalan ng <3 nyahaha lol ehem.

ayan ang araw ko..

masaya pa rin.

pasensya na. hindi kasi ako magaling magkwento.

sana magaling ako sa lahat ng bagay. lol.

pero hindi mo nga makukuha lahat dito sa mundo.

sana..

wala akong nakunang magandang bagay ngayong araw na to.. hmmm.. eto na lang








pantono sa gitara. hindi ako magaling magtono ng gitara kaya nagamit ako nyan.

isa nga pala yan sa mga ginagawa ko ngayong bakasyon.. tumugtog ulit ng gitara.. hay.

sige.tutulog na ko.salamat sa bumasa nito.

hmmmm.
masaya ako.