gusto ko ng ulan

pero tumigil na sya ngayon..

hayy.. hindi pa ko makatulog.. pero kailangan ko ng matulog kasi bukas may pasok nanaman... i wish.... i can handle things properly tomorrow... school stuffs, social stuffs (anti sosyal ako ehhh, i guess) and friends stuff... sila(mga kaibigan ko) lang naman nagpapakumpleto ng araw ko sa skul... a chat with them after class and a trip to the chez and oval, ayos na.. diba aaron and jeanelle? hehe .. parang nababasa nila to noh..

hayy.. i dunno.. i feel down... messed up... 'useless' hhayy... i was sitting infront of my pc the whole day doing nothing... idunno.... i want to change this kind of whatever you may call this, hobby i guess... but i think it's addiction... addiction to internet?? i hope not!!! HAHA maybe this is my way of comforting myself here at home... pero a talk with my mum is better than this... ewan ko.... hhayy... it's hard growing up...... too many problems,,,, too many realizations.. too many lessons to learn..... too many silly wounds that will never mend... i dont know why am i experiencing this right now... and i guess making this blog is a big help to release my thoughts... to let anybody there know that there is this not so important girl experiencing these things...

i wish the moon is shining down on me tonight just like last saturday... hehe... wishful thinking...

who cares by the way.... hhayy...

ako ang prinsesa ng sablay